Down
by Damian Mckeown
(Verse 1)
I'm sitting on the edge of our bed thinking what I'ma say,
I write it all down on a crumpled page,
But it gets thrown away
I'm trying to recall the look that was upon your face,
When you started to walk away.
Why did you walk away?
(Bridge)
I always worked my hardest,
To give you what you wanted,
But it wasn't ever enough,
Why is it never enough!
I gave everything up for you.
I did what you wanted me too.
But it wasn't ever enough,
Why is it never enough!
(Chorus)
I've tried so hard,
I played my part,
And the words i've said,
Have come from the heart.
I want you gone,
But i need yo
Verse 1
I woke up early that day
You wouldn't listen to what I had to say
I said I'm leaving, you wouldn't believe me
There was no way that I could stay
Now you're begging me to come back home
Endless calls to me on my phone
Crying that you are alone
That I'm the only love you've known
I know that this can't be true
For all the things you've put me through
Bridge
I…will…have…to…find…some…one…new
Some…one…who…won't…hurt…me...like…you
Chorus:
It is over
It is over
Verse 2
You thought I didn't know what you were up to
Cheating when my back was turned was what you would do
You still say you love me and that you remain true
St
Verse 1
I was alone
You were too
You wanted me
But I needed you
You held me close
I kept you near
All my problems seemed
To disappear
Chorus
Pick me up,
Throw me down,
I thought that it was love and yet I stay here on the ground.
Pull me close,
Push me away,
You use me when you need me; I hate these games you play.
Verse 2
I was yours
I thought you were mine
I just didn't see
I'm so blind
That this was fake
And so were you
Your feelings were nothing
Though my love was true
Chorus
Now I have nothing left except this broken heart you gave me
I was such a fool to think you were the one to save me
Chorus
You're a User
Another lonely Christmas,
A forlorn day to face,
No one to kiss under the mistletoe,
Or hold in my warm embrace.
Another lonely Christmas,
No one to share my happiness with,
Or see the joy in their gleaming eyes
As they open the gift I would give.
Another lonely Christmas,
I'll have to face the cold alone,
With no one that I can turn to,
Or someone to call my own.
Another lonely Christmas,
There is nothing I can do,
Until the Christmas I'll cherish the most,
The one I'll spend with you.
Scrap Rap
By Damian Aaron Mckeown
I don't wanna hear about it,
Fear or doubt it,
Don't shout it,
I won't listen to your bullshit, All it
Is is a to put me in a pit, and this
Will make me another of those poor vict…
ims of depression,
A session of aggression,
A lesson in possession of my soul,
I'm digging another hole,
I'm losing all of my control,
I'm letting my feelings go!
Cuz when people try to mess with my mind,
I leave the whole world behind,
I'm a totally new kind,
Of people trying to find
Some quiet, some silence,
From all of this violence,
And these people with tough fronts
When really they're just cunts,
They th
Hidden Love
If I asked you why you ignored me, would you continue to?
How would you feel if my answer to that was I love you?
Would you laugh and spread rumours with your friends?
Or would you share that feeling, and a love that never ends?
Could we be together for eternity and more?
Or would you ignore me worse than before?
If I declared my love to the world with no shame at all?
Would you believe me, and answer my call?
Because my love for you, is everlasting and true!
And for as long as I live, I will always love you!
By Damian Aaron Mckeown
Rot Away
By Damian Aaron Mckeown
Verse 1
Everyday, I hear you making fun of me,
Why can't you see it affects me so easily?
And what it means to me
Is that I'm near the edge… and your nudging me
You go around blindly,
Not caring bout the community,
Not caring bout abusing me
You won't leave me be
So now you plague me in my sleep, you silently creep.
Bridge
My life's a bore I want more
(Their has to be somewhere with no care
it's not fair I wanna get there)
I've never felt so sad before, is there a cure?
(Leave me alone okay Leave me alone okay)
Chorus
You think you can rule my life,
Tell me what's wrong and what's right,
Thy eyes spark such fearsome fire,
Of the rest of them I tire,
Sick and tired of all the liars,
Sick, so tired of all such fire!
Of this thought I must ponder,
Ponder such of whimsical wonder,
So my heart shall not be victim to metaphorical thunder,
So I shall not happen to plunder,
While thy eyes still pierce thy soul,
And where you were, a gaping hole…
Thou shalt not have stolen my heart,
Taken it out,
Just ripped it apart,
While I just sat feeling weary,
While my eyes so blotched so teary,
Fixed upon thy room so drab and dreary.
Fixed on such a devious crime,
But I would spare not a second of time,
Sitting there analysin
Dance with me,
Forget your worries,
Dance around,
The dance floor,
Leave the past behind,
Forget all the broken promises.
Hold my hands,
We will spin,
We can make it,
If you just imagine,
Dance with me.
Throughout life you're always on your toes,
Life is like ballet,
But the steps are not known,
We can build a new life right here on the dance floor if you want,
Jazz, tap, street all together,
Do you want to,
Its now or never.
When the music stops,
We are back in the room,
When the music starts,
Its just you and me,
So come on sweetheart,
Won't you dance with me.
All the ups and downs we've been through,
You never once left my side.
You had made my world complete
Unitl the day you left me behind
You went to another place
Where your soul was free
I couldn't believe
That you would no longer be with me
I was lost for the longest time
I wasnt for sure what i was going to do
without you being by my side
As i got older I started to forget
About all the special things that we did
But i never once forgot about you
You were my all
You ment everything to me
I just didnt understand why
Atleast the Lord let you stay on this earth
For a couple more days
So that you could see me
Turn 10
then a
Down
by Damian Mckeown
(Verse 1)
I'm sitting on the edge of our bed thinking what I'ma say,
I write it all down on a crumpled page,
But it gets thrown away
I'm trying to recall the look that was upon your face,
When you started to walk away.
Why did you walk away?
(Bridge)
I always worked my hardest,
To give you what you wanted,
But it wasn't ever enough,
Why is it never enough!
I gave everything up for you.
I did what you wanted me too.
But it wasn't ever enough,
Why is it never enough!
(Chorus)
I've tried so hard,
I played my part,
And the words i've said,
Have come from the heart.
I want you gone,
But i need yo
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Ok, so where to begin when everyone thinks you are dead?
Though I haven't been entirely inactive with dA, apart from my occasional comments I have done nothing. A lot of things have happened over the past months and it'll be hard to update everyone on everything but for those who care (and I know here on dA, there isn't a lot of people who do) I will try my best.
So, Last journal I rambled on about work and wrestling…and that's pretty much all I still get up to. This may sound sad but I feel I have prospered in wrestling as I had my in-ring debut in February for MPW in Canley with my tag team partner Tezz. Our debut match was one of d
Another day, another journal…
I recently was off the internet for monetary reasons for about 2 weeks and was shocked no appalled that some people hadn't noticed…nah just kidding I didn't mind all that much.
Well, I have been going to work and busting my ass off to do loads of work sometimes doubling the daily quota despite the pittance they call a pay check. Its one of those jobs where you know you want to leave as soon as you have a year or 2 under your belt but by that time you'll be too comfortable with the surroundings and schedule you have that you won't quit and find a job that will pay you more but instead stay working for
Happy New Year...I realise that its late but before i posted a journal entry i wanted to finish this:
1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before?
I have never travelled to America before and so was pleased to travel to New York for a college ICT Trip and it was enjoyable despite the freezing conditions but the fact that there was a plethora of beautiful ladies from my college made it all worthwhile.
I had never had a job in my life and I was desperately needing one not too long ago as I would mention it excessively on my journals but thankfully I was offered a job as a Claims Admin Clerk with HSBC Insurance in Edgbaston and I
heya Damian.
Can you do me a fvor and tell me what you think of some of my photos please?
lol
since i dont have many watchers or whatever
It would be much appreciated(:
xx